this girl... LIYANA....  
 
IS ONE OF THE BEST..
she is one of them tat help me from 1st stage of DEPRESSION.
when she knew i break up with you..
she help me alot.
she help me overcome you.
she help me not think about you.
she told me to not talk to you for the time being until i'm okay.
and she is right..
but she is not the only ones..




this girl her..diana.aka dora...

she also were the one that help me alot..
she told me to stop tearing.
she told thats how life is..
she were the one tat i spent my time with now..
we shared up and downs..
we kne what went wrong...

both weere my best buddy..
i dun wish fer them to go..
my last wish were that they will be my fren until there no more us.
thats all i ever wanted..
boyfriend can find..
but best buddy..can eu find?
nope..i dun think so..
we shared up and down.
we were all equal..
no age limit..
we as though knew each other long..
and whenever we meet up girls..we haf a lot of  fun together..chit chatting..and stuff..

lets hope..we get to go out again..
stay in touch.

when i knew yu..you were very sweet and nice..
but as day goes by..
it seem to change..
You were as though tire dof everything including me..
even i"m hurt..
i would rather shutss my mouth..

i woould rather suffer alone..
idk whats wrong with you..
when tok abt him.
you were as though damn pissed..
i was wondering...
do u kne how i felt about you?

or did you just simply took it that i dun haf feeling fer you?
i'm so lost right now,
dunkne what to do..
i felt like giving up..
which other s remind me too..
but..
i tried..
and again..
my heart in pains..
you seeem to be fine..
you seem to smile..
but when i ask something,u answer mi a werd?
hais..
idunkne whther to hate eu...
to forgive eu..
or give eu up..
i dun even kne eu right now..
i simply cant trust eu..

i still trying to move on.
still trying to smile like i used to...
tried to be a nice girl..

but it semm i cant..
when u left,it hard fer mie to let u go...

its hard fer mie to accept the fact tat ur leaving...
reason after reason..
it still hurt..
putting a strong face when i cant..when it stil hurt deep down..
i keep it shut..
i miss the times when u r mad at mie..
i miss the time when u scold mie

enuff!!!!!!!!!!!11

i gt this thing...
i shall not say...hhehe

evryone keep askin what went wrong to us??
and in the ferst place..
hhas there ever be a us in this??

why do i end up feeling hurt??
why do i keep trying to move on and realise i cant??
what if i try to be with someone new..and stilli failed..
how??
i tried my best to stay away fr m u...
but it seem that i cant..
wherever i go..it seem that i haf memories with uat that place..
whyy??

i/m no longer happi like i used to be..
i feel the akwrdnes..to be alone..
fell when there is noone there to help mi anymore..

i heard..ur moving on..good fr you..
well i'm still tryingtoo...
lets hope the best...
having to still cry every night stil hurt the red thing...
but...
i wana keep it shut...
if its relli over...then let it be over..
why do i haf to feel the pain...
god!!help mie..
i told myself to move on..
now..is a big difference fer me
life change so much..that i'm still not used to it..
you may not be sweet...but i prefer u over him...